I can’t even begin to express how fed up I am. Of course because I was excited about seeing someone it’s all turned to shit.
I don’t even get it. If you’re not up for dating don’t do it. I’m not putting any demands on anyone. I just want to find someone to spend a little time with. See if it goes somewhere. Even that is too much.
Or it’s just that I am completely unlovable, unfuckable and even undatable. Great.
I can’t do this anymore. I’ll just go back to waiting for menopause. And death.