I’m struggling to avoid falling into despair. I’m fluctuating between sadness and numbness. I wish I was busy enough to just throw myself into work but I’m not nearly busy enough, another source of deep anxiety.
All I can do is just keep going forward. Even though it feels like walking in place at the best of times.
I wish I had some profound insight to share. I wish I believed that “everything happens for a reason” or something else buoyant and uplifting. But I’m just trying to keep my head above water.